Indeed, I am so happy to be here, even for a short time. Jokes apart, nice to see you after a while!Дaniel Johnson:> Thanks for welcoming me back!Дoug:> Thank to you too for the welcome back. About the message lenght, well.just my own private disturbance paranoia. Hola, people! A quick post, I'm quite sleepy. Router problems? Any details? I use a router at home for my DSL connection. What REALLY sucks is that Ameritech ADVERTISED that I could run a website from my static IP address, but ABSOLUTELY REFUSES to help me in any way, shape, or form. If I keep it on, anyone who enters my IP address can access the command interface for the router. I can make it so I can HTTP and Telnet access the router via the internet, so I know that the IP address DOES work in both directions. (IE: How can I get the router to allow my server to use that IP address?) HOW THE HELL do I get the router to forward packets to my server? It performs the correct basic functions, but just not the advanced one I want. Love ya.ДЇYF: I CAN access the internet though the router. The new pics look really good, and if you've written me an email I haven't gotten it cause my mail won't download. I've missed you all and I hope everyone else had a great Valentines Day. I'm sorry to rant on like this, but I haven't had anybody to talk to lately, except my cat and he doesn't talk back. I'm going to receive another award for my gargoyle picture on Monday and this week is TAAS week for underclassmen so I get to sleep in late. The good things: one of my fellow coworkers asked me out on a date, but I had to refuse because I didn't feel well as usual and I've been having to study a lot lately (well, that's not a good thing). Today was my mom's birthday but I couldn't go to the movies cause of my headache. I believe everything is meant to happen so I guess that she and I are meant to reconcile.

The only good thing is that my 'enemy' and I have begun to talk and things may actually begin to work out. My job has me working a lot, mostly until midnight and I can't get sufficient sleep. I'm overly emotional all the time now and I most often begin to cry for no apparent reason. All this stress I've been getting from him and from dance practice (my girls are giving me a hard time) has caused me to get severe headaches all week and I've had to come home from school a lot just to get medicine. Mainly because it was really hard to go through Valentines Day after I just broke up with my boyfriend and we haven't spoken to each other in four days because I always end up yelling at him when I see him. I'm sorry, but this has been one of the worst weeks of my life.

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